Do you remember when I wrote about all the list of the not knowing things in my life? There are a few items that we are in the same situation. And I am known for not be a patient person.
Truth to be told, I am working too much (and right now I have no control over my work load), so I am tired. And when I am tired I tend to get really anxious over unresolved issues.
This morning I kept my routine as usual, when I am at home. I went to the gym and while on the tread mill, I started to get really anxious, I mean almost as a panic attack. (No kidding here). I kept breathing and I started to pray for God to give me wisdom and to help me see some sign that he is in control.
I prayed all the time and nobody interrupted me for 45 minutes, when I got home I kept praying, I drove to work still praying. Every time I stop for coffee, water or to go to the print I still prayed.
I am still worried and anxious, but I am feeling more confident that God is in control.
I am working hard on this side of my life.
Maybe as the time pass, I will not be anxious and I will give all my worries to God.
I found this sentence today and I’d like to share with you. I think it is appropriate for the Holly Week,
“Jesus, thank you for dying for me. Thank you for bringing light into my life. Help me today to see and choose to do the things that please you most.”

