julho 20, 2010

It happened again

Last Tuesday Hubby and I were THRILLED to find out that I was pregnant again. I was 5 weeks and 3 days pregnant. We were walking in egg shells, but THRILLED.

On Thursday, I went to my doctor and she put me on semi-bed rest, no travels, no weight lift, and no heels and work one day a week at home to help relieve the stress.

We spent last weekend at home, relaxing and enjoying the news.

Late Sunday, I started to feel a little discomfort on my belly. It really looked like a little cramp, but nothing strong.

The pain was there yesterday ALL DAY LONG. By mid-afternoon I started to have a little bleeding (sorry if this is too much information).

24 hours later, a visit to the ER, an ultrasound with no heartbeat and a blood work with almost the same Beta result of last week, it looks like I am having another miscarriage.

Truth to be told: I DON”T KNOW WHAT TO THINK!!! I am sad, I am angry, I am in pain.

I am sorry if this post seems I am venting, but I am completely lost.


8 comentários:

  1. I'm so sorry, Fabiola. :( You'll be in my prayers.

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  2. I am so so sorry. I want to give you a hug right now. I will pray for peace and comfort for you.

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  3. I am sorry to hear this news. I will be checking back for an update, but I am keeping you in my thoughts! So sorry.

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  4. Vent away my darling... I am so so sorry that this has happened again. Some times we just cannot understand Gods/Mother Natures ways. My aunt had four children after three mis-carriages so all is not lost.

    I filled the gap of no children by teaching in college. It is very fulfilling. As you well know from my posts that sometimes not having children bothers me, but most of the time I spread that pent up love around including to you right now....

    My heart and my prayers are heading south... Love, kisses and a big bear hug for you and Paulo, Marilyn

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  5. I am so sorry to hear this Fabiola.
    I know how upset you and Paulo must be
    and I know there are not many words that can
    Console you right now.
    You both are in my prayers and please don't give
    up hope and belief in God.
    He does not give us more than we can handle
    though most times we do not understand
    the meaning behind His work.

    Beijos
    BG

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  6. I am liking yoga... I resisted doing it for some reason... it is exercise with intention and I love the slowness and calming breathing... Love, Marilyn

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  7. i'm so sorry. this breaks my heart. i have no words. praying for you sweet friend.

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